When will I have the courage to accept the truth?
I'm expecting an answer from within. Nobody can answer me except for myself.
I don't have classes today actually. I am the Student Volunteer of the Day at the CCMIT Chair's Office. Plus, there will be a meeting for interested applicants for the IT Newsletter, La Liga Informatica. Those were the reasons why I went to school. The meeting will start at 1 PM; I still have 7 hours to do nothing. Since I was informed that the SV is not already required at the office, I decided not to go. I spent the whole seven hours playing Burger Shop and Cake Mania 2. When I got bored of playing those games over and over, music took their places. 3 repetitions of Hanging By A Moment by Lifehouse, 2 of Closer by Ne-yo and downloads of Richard Poon's I'll Take Care of You Album and the 2nd Gala Night of Pinoy Dream Academy. Tita Irma, my father's secretary, also asked my help in line with the certificate for their exhibit. I gladly helped her. By 10:30 AM, I felt hungry. I decided to have an early lunch. But at 11:30, my father gave me a 2-piece Burger Steak. So much for my on-going diet! Aaarrgghh.
By 12 PM, I went to the University Canteen at the East Wing. I saw Jaja's high school crush. I immediately texted Meg, to meet me there since her room's only less than a minute away. I kept an eye to the "crush", so that he'll still be there when Janine arrived. But unfortunately, I have to pace my steps back to CED since they are waiting for me there. We met up at the office and decided to go down using the North Wing stairs. So there will be a chance Janine can see him. She saw him alright. Megan was supposed to treat us lunch. But since I am so stuffed with two meals in my stomach, I can't bear eating another one. I just told her to by me a waffle. *To tell you frankly, I think she's a little bit annoyed with what I said! Hahaha. Peace be with you dear! :))* We headed to the S-Table at LHS, since there are no vacant umbrellas beside the chapel. Then right there and then, the interrogation started.
I was asked about what happened yesterday (the previous post). I answered blankly. "Nothing," I said. They insisted. Of course. They knew me too well. After a minute, I narrated the whole story. Then revelations stumbled after. Megan was also having her own dilemmas, so we tried to hear her and help her out. But since the time is really short, it's already 1 PM, we had to call the interrogation off. I went to S309 for the meeting. I saw Nica and Conrad there. Donn came right after me. We waited for the room to open. What we did is that we talked about boys. Haha. Funny though, that's the truth. After a few minutes, the higher officers arrived. Then, Sir Melvin. Sir Melvin is the adviser of La Liga. He explained everything we need to know. I was really overwhelmed to meet him since I am really looking forward to this day, that I will eventually become a part of the LLI Staff. At about 3 PM, the meeting was adjourned. I decided to visit the Chairperson's Office. I saw Ate Ana, my co-iBITS officer, setting up a camera. She was like relieved when she saw me there. There was an orientation on-going. What the~! I followed her, since it was an IT thing. I saw Sir Angel leading the orientation. I helped Ate Ana with the picture-taking of the said event. Sir Melvin saw me there, and he's quite happy that there's a new La Liga staff covering the event. During the orientation, all I did was to take pictures of myself and the event. Kuya Irish was there too, capturing memories. Haha. We took pics of ourselves, and Kuya Irish also showed me a digital photo effect. Hehe. It's really cool actually. After the meeting, we headed back to the office. Sir Angel ordered Kuya Irish to place some room schedules at the CS Area. Ate Ana and I accompanied him. On the way there and back, we shared different stories. Until the time we reached the office and when I had to go home, we are still talking about anything. I'm really thankful of the bonding time I shared with my co-officers. :)) Upon reaching home, I drifted off to sleep.
But still, I can't find myself accepting the facts I need to accept.